Please Save the Pandas

contemplation

2005-08-09T21:35:00.000+07:00

Haiz~ So long nvr update ler...i dowan be those kind of blog 3weeks nvr update...mayb i should delete this blog...well im jus contemplating at the moment.

I wanT!!!

2005-08-01T19:44:00.001+07:00

OMG...i saw Witch Hunter Robin Special Edition DVD pack lehz!!! Looks so kewl...But wth so frickin expensive. $199.90! Should i repeat that again? $199.90!
But hor inside gt T-shirt, Poster, Cup and DVD...so worth. My birthday still gt 4 more months...haiz~ forget it bahz...Cant get the money in time. Wasted.

I nid more long sleeve shirts. Pink ones, blue ones, green ones...haha lurve colour combinations.

Pool-party

2005-07-29T22:16:00.000+07:00

Today we went to SP to eat pizza hut. Haha so funny, i kept shouting "SP rox!" or "NP rulez". They kept looking at me.

After that i met Patrick at Dover MRT. Later met the rest at Papa Prata, or Mr Roti, or Papa Roti. Forgot the name ler. Ha.

We played pool afterwards. Quite fun lar, but nt my type of game.

Portfolio

2005-07-28T08:04:00.000+07:00

I actually got an A- for my portfolio project! Im so happy when he said that...coz previously he failed me[although he nvr said anythg, i noe i failed]. All my projects were good, well, except the Nadzirah drawing, wich totally sucked. I hv to post it up sumhow, someday. Har. Nadzy-Chan, dun kill me pls.

Suay~

2005-07-26T19:06:00.000+07:00

Wah liew, today so suay. My father nt at home den i come back. Not on purpose de, no1 in school accompany me de. Den i was stuck outside...DOTZ

First i used was the Xtra long bamboo pole, able to knock down the watch...i was like "Opps i dropped the watch, but who cares?" LOL...i soon got extreme difficulty reaching for anythg else coz the pole was SO long. So i searched around for other resources...i found an umbrella. Totally no use, its like so short. I finally found a mop that has been there for like Eons...the wood starting to rot...UUGGHH. Imagine touching Benjamin Franklin's Corpse. Yea. Kewl.
I got my grandmother's key and safely reached in. The whole time i was worried if ppl walked down the stairs...tot i trying to sneak in...to my own house...so paiseh harhar...

Lesson noted: Bring ur FRICKIN keys next time!

Sensei!

2005-07-25T18:19:00.000+07:00

Yesterday went to Mariani's B-Day party. Tot will be beer and liqour. too bad gt kids there or else Nadz will like get drunk and strip...LOL. Later we went to watch Wet Dreams 2, super funny movie. Gt that blur girl alwiz fashion-impaired so horny, moan and moan, haha. Its an OK movie, but it has loads and loads of loopholes.

So SEP. no start, no end, no point.

anywayz, today i finally realised Drawing Fundamentals so fun. That manequin Nadz and Jonny twist and turn so many times to inhuman proportions.

Tmr hv to give tea to my new Shi-Fu, Little Miss Mak Wei Zhen! Haha, now i draw anime so much better than my last time drawing, So AAGGGrrrreeeee. Hehe, just now chatting wif Dayana keep on drawing Chibis...so happy.

bota-maniac~

2005-07-21T18:45:00.000+07:00

Today DPM go botanic gardens...
Yeah...boring ya? NOT!

First i was taking a train to Orchard Road meeting the girls. Wait and wait...that stupid guy giving newspaper shoo me away...so paiseh. Heh, at the same time gt some ladies[cant believe i used that word] drop sum stuff on the floor...LIKE BOMB!!! lol
Den i take train wif them, finally reaching the Botanic Gardens. The front gate was like under renovation, so hv to go side gate. Mr Seow was like L.A.T.E. lor...
Meanwhile, Alvin and Nadz were like fist-fighting...So funny esp. Alvin bounce and stance. Me & Nadz were like spouting Japanese phrases infront of Japanese Tourists...so embarrassing.
We toom some mighty kewl Pictures...i'll upload it some other time. I lurve the orchids i took. So original. So me.
Nadz was trying to take pictures of the swans at the lake. I was like "-_-wait two years bahz". Who knew, when the swans heard us, they immediately came over...Nadz and me were like "OMGOMG!!! SO CUTE!!!"

Nadz and me den proceed on to the Orchid Garden...$2. And what a deal we got...WO0T~!

There were like SO many kewl orchids, from the Cuuuuurrrrrryyyy orchid to the "ricky Martin"-_- orchid[no bloom!!! HAHAH!!!]

Den we wanted to go to the cool room. We had to walk a path to get there. Nadz gt scared by some bug. I ws like so pissed, lidat oso scared............till i saw the size of it.

IT WAS FRICKIN HUGE LIKE THEPALMOFMYHANDHIDEOUSSHIT HUGE!!! Both of us were dodging and screaming...freakin out, some of the tourists there were laughing at us. Well, better than gettin touched by huge bugs - MONSTERS OF DESTRUCTION!!! lol

When we finally reached the cool room, i was stunned by how cool the room was. haha...though it smell like dog...-_-
when we went out...we suddenly realised something...
WE LOST OUR CAMERA BAG!!!AHHHHHHHH!!!
We like went all over to find it...luckily in the end the auntie at the ticketing office help us keep. PHEW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~me and nadz like had a victory celebration. lol

So this was my day at the botanic gardens...next time u visit it [i doubt u will eva will], just look around every corner...u might just find the KILLERBUGSOFDEATH!!!

chao.

Tough being a kid

2005-07-19T18:43:00.000+07:00

Wah...this few weeks is the most stressful weeks yet. Portfolio, design journal, flash, yada yada yada...so stressful.

Weizhen arh, y u so angry? wad i do? I say sorry oso pointless since i dunno wad i do...

okok, i make an online apology bahz.

YES! I CAN DO IT!

2005-07-15T23:24:00.000+07:00

OMG! I reached it again! AND I HAVE E.V.I.D.E.N.C.E.!!!

Just that the format not many ppl can read...DAMN!
Im just over the moon now...haha

Mariah is DA BEST!!!

my birthday

2005-07-13T19:00:00.000+07:00

Your Birthdate: November 9

Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and humanitarianism to your nature.

You become one who can work easily with people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous.

You are ever sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you are very sympathetic and compassionate.

Your feeling run deep and you often find yourself in dramatically charged situations.

This 9 energy always tends to give more that it gets.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Moi? Muah? M-oi?

2005-07-11T21:47:00.000+07:00

BOOGZ

Let's scroll down wad funny things happened today

1. Went to BOOGZ MRT, Weizhen was like L.A.T.E. lor...didnt saw Nadz at first...lolz
2. Walked around while waiting for Weizhen. Saw JULIAN HEE!!! WAH~~~Den saw sum despo girls dunno do wad stupid dance [nt qualified to be dance lor]...i think its an advertisment.
3. Met wif Weizhen, pull her to go see JULIAN HEE~~~
4. Had quite a number of simultaneous squealing, like "JIAYI~~~" and "city hall~~~~~~city hall beta~~~~~~"
5. Went to PMK and treated them T-shirts. Bought my ultra-uber-fantastic kewl T-shirts wif the killer doll. Cant seem to find that shirt pattern i wanted.
6. Went to Orchard Hereen...
7. Stopped for Dinner...Weizhen bit her lip. Den this Nadz hor say: "Aiyo its bleeding...is it your first time?" The first thing that came to my mind was...ehh...heh.
8. Took Neoprints...2 Neprints. Nadz so itchy hand pull down the curtain. Nadz...Read The S.I.G.N.S.
9. Took a walk along Orchard Road...Nadz made that "click" sound wif her mouth. Lolz...i kinda tot it sounded like a bomb, can picture many ppl squating at the sound of it screaming "ITS A BOMB!!! ITS A BOMB!!!" Then the only ones standing are the three of us...LOL
10. Went home...

Its was a really fun BOOGZ outing overall. Hope to have more of these outings really soon...or at least till i have more money...

badgers

2005-07-08T21:32:00.000+07:00

I think now i hv two favorite animals...HAHA
PANDAS...
N
BADGERS!!!

These two are simply adorable...hehe...
Nadz and Weizhen are really kewl, so on go Boogz...honestly i feel quite excited and happy can go out wif my galfrens. Hehe...

I think, no. Im SURE i reached F6...i was like "YES! i reached it...Wo0T~!"
How sure m i? When mariah was singing Bliss, that stupidly ridiculously high-pitched song, i managed to reach that similar note. I checked wif my mariah score, and yes, im so proud of myself...hehe...although i didnt manage to sustain it. DOTZ.

Suay

2005-07-05T17:09:00.000+07:00

Wah today suay like sheeet. I was dozing off in the bus when......WHAM! My hand slipped and hit the window...those ppl behind were giggling at me. So embarrassing...haha

Anywayz im still waiting for ppl to go out wif me to BOOGZ...

Heh, today i saw JWSS sec3s in NP...so uber kewl!!! I saw Chen min first, den i saw Anji...haha i saw keith too, but he took longer than 5 million years to notice me without my goofy hairstyle and stupid specs. Change changes you.

Angst2

2005-07-04T18:18:00.000+07:00

Today so suay...Ez-Link card nvr top-up den gt caught by the driver...haiz~* tot i could get away scot-free. Den i just take taxi lor...but that oso so difficult. All taken, den i look behind i was infront of petrol station.........D.O.T.Z.!!!! Obviously there would be taxis coming 0ut of there...haha

I really want to go the Boogz [Bugis...harhar weizhen stop laughing...] to buy that kewl pink T-shirt. Mayb there would b more kewler stuff there i oso dunno coz NO1 wans to go wif me...so depressing.

Yesterday i just woke up in the middle of the night and started singing...and i think i reached the whistle register...or maybe not. I really want to have a special ability and this is wad i want...mayb i can ask Mr Yiong teach me the correct techniques b4 i wreck my vocal chords...

I WAN MY 4-OCTAVE RANGE!!! haha~

Tired~

2005-06-19T20:17:00.000+07:00

Wow...it has been quite awhile since i blogged. About one week right? Well, i finally got those baby-milo T-shirts i longed quite awhile for. I even got one "Kill Bill" T-shirt, the one wif the penguin...W0oT~!

Well, yesterday i went out wif the Crazy Yaoi Fangirls. I t was overall quite fun, we even had a Neoprint session.

Here's One.

And Another.

We promised to have a gothic pic nxt time...have to get ready for black-eyeliners...EEKK! lolz.

At Bugis, i found what i was looking for. a HUGE tarepanda...but DAMN. It's $49.90. Well, i have to save up soon.
At the arcade, i found ITG. ITG!!! i tot only in america...so KEWL. i tried loads of difficult songs like Romeo&Juliet, Anubis, Lemmings on the run...SO KEWL. But hor, the expert mode gave me blue-blacks on my hands...haha stupid handplants-_-

saddened

2005-06-13T18:57:00.000+07:00

It has really been a hectic week wif endless modules and homework. What's more, again it's the problem wif my friends again. im really sick and tired to blog about this but this has been in my face for the past two weeks its like an polka-dotted pink elephant sitting on me. Mr ong's class is pretty stressful for the first week, but i guess he toned it down for us...Phew~!
Ms Anita's class today was hilarious, with the disfigured cats and gross puppeting wif my kipling gorilla...UUGGHH. But it wasn't as fun without the usual gang...especially [J]. Sumhow i cannot bring myself to talk to him, to prevent sum violent reactions from him. I dunno how he feels, but i dun really wanna noe too. I guess sumday we will talk to each other.
I am going to try contacts for a month...Wo0T~~!! Maybe i should get those red ones to scare the BeJesus out of every1...not likely=)

Angst

2005-06-10T13:36:00.000+07:00

I dunno what to do these dayz. It almost seems like we have been together since forever, but after a week, everybody starts drifting apart. We split into pairs though it looks like we are a group, we go out somewhere without telling each other. Its kinda frustrating to see we are like that. Last time i remembered trying to patch up the 4E1 together, i tried so hard with Meijuan until i became so depressed over them. In the end i jus gave up. What's the point if no one really bothers?
I really don't want to go through it again in poly. I want my life to change totally...i want to patch the group[ACS, ACG] but i guess no one really bothers. If you were to scroll down a bit more, you would b able to see how happy i was in the group, making fun of them...

Well, it's been fun guys.

Betrayed

2005-06-05T16:19:00.000+07:00

Its june, but not the june holidayz...YAWN. Its the smallest differences that keep friends apart. First you think its not such a big deal. Den its starts to take form when you try to go out wif them. But its alright wif my secondary school friends. But i never rank the degrees of my friends. If they are sincere, well, they are good friends.
If they are not, they are not. lolz wad am i tokin about.

Well, im feeling flustered and confused now, for wadever reason only known to my corner of my brain. I just hope i can find a best friend in poly soon.

Well, i just signed up for auditions for SCC...WOHOO~~~!!! i didnt know completing my dream was so easy, i just hope they accept me.

What saddens me the most...i havent found a friend who is wif me most of the time. iys sually one group. But within that group is pairs and pairs of good friends...i have yet to find any1 i can truly click with, its depressing, its pathetic, its sad.

Thinking~

2005-06-01T21:13:00.000+07:00

It has been a long while since i hv updated this blog...haha only 3 dayz wad. So far, MMC has been pretty much fantastic, with fantastic ppl too. Crazy asylum mates. I feel guilty though...i feel like im neglecting my sec-school mates, but im bz right? Yeah...im bz...i shud call them up once in a while.
I tried to romanize the Lena Park song...my god it was damn difficult. Japanese wud b so much easier to romanize.
i saw VERY UBER COOL baby milo T-shirts at Queensway...i really really really wanted to but didnt hv the money..BOO~~!!!

Clarke Quay Outing

2005-05-29T00:36:00.000+07:00

This is the ACG in TCC...Bunch of freaks

This is me...wif the ULTIMATE HAZELNUT FREPPE...my god sounds so chim but take so long to make.

I got a feeling that weirdo thought that we were ang-mohs...until Shan's embarrassingly strong singaporean accent destroyed our cover...joking shanz.

My Asylum mates...wif some of the alumni members in front...yes guys, one day we WILL end up like them.

HOTTEST pic of the night...convincing, is it not?

Not as convincing as the one above...but i think we did a good job.

Aiyo Huei Shan!!! Make the guys wait...

ICT oi...

2005-05-27T22:58:00.000+07:00

ICT is the coolest school i have ever been with! Perhaps with the intellectual capacity of most of my poly-mates[with the exception of some...dotz] challenged me the express my views in a more elaborate manner. Wah kaoz make them seem like they so Nerd...they all jokers sia.

Fav. Qoutes from my fellow Asylum-mates:
Charis: "Who would want a farmer?" (Pissed the hell out of Reuben)
Reuben: "Spank Me" (So Kinky)
Jonny: "I'm obsessed with Charis" (Wedding dinner anyone?)
Wei Zhen: "*Groan*" (Grumpy)
Huei Shan: "-_-;" (Don't Sweat too much, i can smell it from here)

Just to name a few of my crazy mates.

0531!

MMC

2005-05-24T22:34:00.000+07:00

It has been the absolute best week in a long time...Made a ton of new friends. My girl Rain, Diana, Jonny-kiddo, Reuben, Alvin, Weizhen[YAY my priamry4 friend], and....................huei shan. dotz.I hv a feeling MMC is going to be SO cool...Keep it Up peeps! Wish there was ICT idol...for some reasons i cannot tell.

What i believe in.

2005-05-19T00:08:00.000+07:00

its has been a hectic week. i dunno wad happen to him...is he angry or sorry? he seems angry...gosh i feel like filth. How can i ever tell him it wasnt his fault? i was just caught at the wrong timing.

And to add on to that, this CCA stuff has really gt me going. I really really really want to enter Magnum Force, but i dont think wif my physical fitness i can enter without being a burden to the rest of the team...the team muz be filled with jocks and Divas. Haiz~ i just wanna choreograph those dynamic stunts...looked so nice on "Bring it on"

Tennis: UUGGHH...izzit going to be at east coast? Yucks so far away...i'd rather choose adventure club...

Hopeful

2005-05-16T16:11:00.000+07:00

Haiz...im such in a dilemma. Troubles here, troubles there. Its kinda tiring. I want to tell everyone in this three page long blog entry, but i'd rather spare u the details. Instead, i just hope.

"I hopeful, yes i am, hopeful for today, take this music and use it. Let it take you away. And be hopeful, hopeful that he'll make a way. I know it ain't easy but that's ok coz we're hopeful."

NP oi~~~

2005-05-12T18:54:00.000+07:00

Wow, i cant believe i actually enjoyed today's visit to NP. After seeing the various CCAs, im thinking of joining the Magnum Force.

Yeah laugh all you want, but u didnt hear wrongly, i did say Magnum Force. Too bad im not exactly fit enough to be in there. Too bad...

Next one on the list is SSC, song composing club. Man, you had to hear the wrenching sound of that Desmond guy. Im not trying to be rude, but that guy really has to choose a song according to his vocal range, instead of embarrassing hismelf over 4thousand people. Its not worth it.

So Darn Confused!

2005-05-11T18:43:00.000+07:00

AARRGGHH!!!
I cant stand it anymore! One more unannounced camp/orientation/class and im out the window! Ever since the matriculation, i have been sitting there like a idiot at home waiting for news when the original students are happily going for camps and such. The freakin student union didnt even have the packages in time for those who just enrolled like yours truly, leaving them totally unaware and in the dark. If i was anymore pissed, i would have crashed the whole office. And sum ppl[you know who you are] alwayz ask us to go to camps and stuff for WADEVA reason and they themselves dont even know what the KAbonkers they are going for!

Asshole: Hey have to go for this____ and this____
Me: Uhh...for wad?
Asshole: Dunno
Me: Huh? When izzit?
Asshole: Uhh...tomorrow[WRONG INFO]

I am going absolutely crazy...sumbody better cool me down or i will have to eat a cow.

Screwed 2

2005-05-10T21:44:00.000+07:00

Yes, another edition of screwed. For those who know me, i usually like to fall for ***8 ppl. Damn. its makes things so much more difficult.

And yes, my damn iPod is still not working. I give up.

iPissed

2005-05-08T19:31:00.000+07:00

Stupid iPod! Its doesnt work anymore. Waste time waste money. After so long i finally got a charger and just when all hopes are up, it didnt work. So screwed. I hate my godforsaken life.

First is the NP matriculation thing. This need to organize, muz prepare. That thing muz organize, muz prepare. In the end, everything will just fall into place, with or without organizing. I just dont see the need to plan so much when in the end you dont really need it. Its so freaking annoying.

So there. those are my three cents.

Just Came in

2005-05-03T16:22:00.000+07:00

The news just came in: im offically a NP-ian!!!
Well, its seems my luck's changing for the better. I knew im connected with its spirit, i hope it will not disappoint me, coz i will not disappoint it.

"Spread your wings and prepare to fly, for you have become a butterfly"
Mariah Carey's Butterfly

Screwed

2005-05-02T20:29:00.000+07:00

Yes, im screwed. I dont understand why my parents want me to go to Grooming school. To me, grooming schools are only for those ppl who have an absolute need for it in whether work or play. I certainly dont nid it. If you're looking for the perfect son, find it over Ebay.
Speaking of Ebay, i had quite a struggle wif the bidding on Ebay over a beanie baby. I think i was too immersed in the bidding, i actually bidded too much for myself to handle...jialat~

Guilt and Concern

2005-04-30T23:35:00.000+07:00

I noe its kinda late but i have a really pressing matter. Peng yong hasnt been replying my SMSes at all. Could it have been due to me not answering his call? Cant be. He's sensitive but not THAT sensitive. Or izzit sum1 leaked out our dirty laundry about him?Evon perhaps but i dun wanna blame anybody.
Is it really over? is he ignoring every1 of us? Perhaps he found a beta circle, perhaps he wants to forget his past. He is, mayb, the only guy i have eva spilled my heart to. Girls of course there is comfortablity to talk to them about heart-pressing matters, but guys is a whole different story. He is an outcast, but i dont take sides. I talk to Eugene and to Peng Yong. yes, i critisize about them but i respect their wishes. I just hope peng yong would realise he still has friends in secondary school who still care for him.

Green or Red?

2005-04-27T14:12:00.000+07:00

I really didnt nid to see infection. As if my mind wasnt filled with stuff. Mind you not green or Red stuff...just stuff. infection seriously needed more scares than that, it looked as though it deliberately wanted to scare us. Take this as an example: Nurse looks in a mirror with crazed old woman and suddenly sees a hand reach out to her shoulder. When she turns around, she sees the head nurse...like DUH!
Afterwards there doesnt seem to b any explanation to why the hand-reaching-out-thingy-scene was supposed to b scary. Howeva i muz give kudos to the gross factor and the wrenching factor. Nurse with inferior complex stabbing herself with needles is not my idea of fun. Neither is Pale doctor with a stupid excuse to researching a dreadful disease. All of them there seems like they have a seizure in the common sense part of their brain.
The Japanese really do have bad acting skills. Too dramatized.

Should i keep trying?

2005-04-25T23:26:00.000+07:00

Its her birthday on friday...and i forgot it. Im such an idiot, i keep on forgetting her birthday. my mind is depressed with such guilt. i keep on giving excuses...
Im still thinking about giving her that Mashimaro giant plush we saw together at McDonalds two years ago. I know her heart is with another guy, but mayb i can just make her happy, no matter what.

Hmm...i wonder how she treats me as? A friend? An annoying friend?
I can predict in the end sum1 will slap me in the face with reality that no matter what i do, i cannot force anybody. But, i will not stop trying

At last

2005-04-23T18:15:00.000+07:00

Well, at last they found that SOAB and hopefully they captured him and skewer his godforsaken hole with cucumbers[for reference, see previous blog entry:)]

I finally got to play DDR again, though only once, at least i got to play it. My idol was b4 me, and i had to say he lives up to his title. Playin two Maxes in a row needed serious stamina. I have to find a way to contact him.
I bought new bands for colour combo. Black orange and blue. But they're too big. I shud give them to Dalziel. Mayb nxt time i shud get brown instead.

Im learning to draw and incite Runic charms. I actually have access to a death spell, but of course i wouldnt dare to use it. Well, wait till i master it at a respectable level. Chow~!

Flying C0l0urs

2005-04-22T15:59:00.000+07:00

Well, another day of boredom for me. Had a haircut though, it was NOT going well. The hairstylist had a bad case of armpit odour and she had a striking resemblance to RuHua of that taiwanese show.*Shudders*

Well, this is quite a nice font here. Mayb i shud use it more often, i didnt like the previous font.

I was thinking about chaging my hair colour but im afraid it might worsen my hair condition. Being so dry, im scared it might just fall off altogether one day.*shudders*
I DLed Robin Witch Hunter OST. HURRAY~!

Don't Say its Fate

2005-04-21T13:36:00.000+07:00

I hate it when ppl say "oh, its my fate these things happen" or "its fate you are like that" It becomes imperative that you automatically blame fate you end up like who you are today! Not only it is unfair to Fate, it is unfair to those around you who want to make ammendment or to seek for forgiveness. Instead you give them the most intellectually insulting answer of "oh, its fate, i cant change it"

Well, NEWS FLASH! You can change fate and no one can stop you. Not Your friends, not your parents and yes, not even Fate! So give Fate a break and reflect about the next time you want blame her again.

Phew, now that's put away, i'd like to focus on me. These past few dayz have been quite tiresome. Going around hospitals, institutions, suntec city. Well, i finally gt a course and its in the place i least expect.[well that's what my mindset was 4months ago]NYP. Good place, but i don't really feel a sense of spirit in there, unlike NP. Call it favoritism, NP has a building spirit which i can immediately feel while walking through the hallwayz. And no, i dont blame fate.
All is not lost, at least i can b close to Suyi, mayb.haha

Sigh...

2005-04-19T18:36:00.000+07:00

Things have been such a drag lately, there is absolutely nthg to do around the house. Luckily i bought two new PS2 discs to play with. Though one of them is disgustingly cliche-ish.

Hohoho~~~just bought my bands!!! Green, Yellow and Red, Colours of the Rastafarian. I hope to get more colour-combos soon.

Ever since i finished watching Robin Witch Hunter[i highly recommend!], Im really into these norse runes and Celtic runes. I will update more if any1 wants to hv their fortune read.

A new beginning

2005-04-16T18:09:00.000+07:00

Its a new beginning for me. A good thing to do, perhaps. Destroying all bad things of the past and looking forward on. Though i wud not forget ppl like mira, atikah, siti, nurmani, Lyn, Hyrani, Enting and Arafah as the Soul Sistas. For Choir, there will alwiz b evon, ivy, shyming, meijuan, peishan, andrew, patrick, pengyong, Alif, Dalziel, Weilung...well there are still more but i kinda forgt. And oso not to forget the QOY, Death bunny. The Origami grp...haha still missed the idea of being a leader of sumthg at least once.

Everybody! Brace the future but dun forget your roots!

Bad. Day. Eva.

2005-04-14T19:27:00.000+07:00

Yeps...today sucked. Really sucked.
This morning i went to JP, usually to play DDR, or rather exercising. Yeps, i oso asked Ridz to come along too. And i waited...and waited...and waited. Well, he didnt come. Nvr blamed him though, didnt confirmed the meeting the night b4. Well, he SMSed me saying he couldnt make it...wah liao make me wait there so long. Just as i was about to leave, these gangsters approached me. I was thinking: "I.M.IN.DEEP.SHIT"

Yes, and what i anticipated happened. They extorted from me and punched me. The usual stuff. Then i hurried to call 999.

Out from all this, i actually pity them. Its kinda pathetic they hv to resort to this. Though i seriously wan to skewer them and place their shiny butts on the top of scorching sun with cucumbers in their godforsaken holes, i believed they were misled to worship such violence as a sign of recognition and manhood.
P.S. to the man above: let me forgive them.
"makes me that much stronger........thanks for making me a fighter" Lyrics from Christina Aguilera FIGHTER

My life as a confused teen

2005-04-12T19:25:00.000+07:00

What a difference a day makes...
24hours...
Today me and the usual crew went to the bowling alley near JSS...the one in the U.L.U. place. They certainly need to put DDR there, if not for my sake, for the sake of humanity...*coughcough*
I met Ridz there too, purposely went there besides the fact there was a lot of other alleys elsewhere. Patirck owned the alley with 115points, while me and Deyan barely scratched the 50s. Ridz was kinda sweet. He changed my name to Matsuri[and we know how embarrassing that could b] and gave me an Xtra chance at the last round.
After that we went to the arcade[uhh...i dun think its qualified to b one], had fun with the Beatmania...i actually saw DJ naguero in it. Not surprised though, it IS, after all Konami. It was after that when things start to get ugly between me and Ridz. Sumhow he's pissed at me not hving enuff courage, i wud b too if i were him. Nah...dont really wanna tok abt it.

If things don't go your way, use my shoulder

2005-04-11T15:44:00.000+07:00

Haiz~ Seems like the gals arent really together anymore. No one seems to hv the time/the interest to go out with each other anymore...it's...kinda pathetic

It isnt about the money, neither it is abt the ties, they just don't hv any time. And i'm not talking about the soul sistas alone. Even Pat, Drew and esp. peng yong dun hv the time for me, even for themselves. its probably the music, but i feel so drifted...Well at least ika and mira still hv Da connection.

As for "him", well, i took the hint that he didnt wanna b frens. After those unreplied PMs, i felt like a fool. I'd said "screw it." It's so hard to make frens wif ppl...heck nxt time i'll leave it to fate to decide who my frens are.

Hey im giving a shout-out to all my sec4 frens. Pls dun forget me, or the memories in yucky school we used to call "our 2nd home".....Uhh....i making myself puke. In a more serious note, i dun wanna lose contact so quikly, beta even if we dun lose it at all. This bond of friendship between the graduating classes of 2004 is more than jus friendship. It is tesified by fate.
Quote from JOJO's 'weak': "i get so weak in my knees i can hardly speak...cant explain y your love makes me weak..."

~Established~

2005-04-09T15:43:00.000+07:00

Today has been a really fruitful one. We finally established the first choir meeting! Wohoo~~!!! Kudos to Meijuan who organized this meeting. Would really like every1 from the original choir to b back, but i guess to sum ppl the faith isnt there anymore.
I now finally realise DDR isnt that of a fad anymore. Its more like a performance everytime sumbody plays, whether its on light or heavy[which im ever so proud to b in], they still find it fascinating. Simpletons.

Chao for now...
"I came to have a party, open up the barcadi, feelin so hot tamali........"
From the new single by Mariah Carey "It's like that"

SpookS

2005-04-08T23:18:00.000+07:00

Wow its my second post oredi. Time passes........NOT!

So boring staring at the Com screen everyday waiting for my reappealing results. Got the approval from NYP today, though i dont really want to be in it. Just appeal it cuz prepare for the possible outcome of not gettin into any of my fav courses...sad......realli sad

Guess wad? Samara is in TOWN! Its oso a gd chance for the soul sistas to b back again for another fright-fest. Myra, ika, jas....the usual. Ah...those were the dayz....:) Just saw Eye10 a few dayz ago with fiona, lay hoon and Da twins. Wasnt really scary, more of FUNNY! Oh gosh it was really tickling. I hv to admit its kinda cheesy...though obviously its a chinese horror movie, its BOUND to be cheesy.

Today the guys hang out at my hse for awhile. We played a little too much of survival horror games and boy, did we see multiple pants-wetting! Deyan was practically hidden under the covers...cant blame him though, Kuon was freakinly scary...
Quote: "My blood! My blood! What fun! What fun!"

Stay tuned for this year's firght fest month: ~~April~~BOO!

First. Blog. Well not actually.

2005-04-08T08:30:00.000+07:00

Hi!!! This is my first blog...well, not exactly. Have another one at friendster but i will be focusing more on this one. Since everybody has a blog, why shouldn't i?

Still, waiting for my Olvls reappeal results. So sad...couldnt get in any of my courses. Now appealing for NP.
Hooray! i just bought Mariah's new album. Heard some of the tracks, the usual screaming stuff but there's difinitely a change in her overall genre. Mariah fans should not miss this exciting album with collaborations with Snoop Dog and Nelly.

It's like that y'all, that y'all, that A A that, it's like that y'all.