Saturday, April 30, 2005
I noe its kinda late but i have a really pressing matter. Peng yong hasnt been replying my SMSes at all. Could it have been due to me not answering his call? Cant be. He's sensitive but not THAT sensitive. Or izzit sum1 leaked out our dirty laundry about him?Evon perhaps but i dun wanna blame anybody.
Is it really over? is he ignoring every1 of us? Perhaps he found a beta circle, perhaps he wants to forget his past. He is, mayb, the only guy i have eva spilled my heart to. Girls of course there is comfortablity to talk to them about heart-pressing matters, but guys is a whole different story. He is an outcast, but i dont take sides. I talk to Eugene and to Peng Yong. yes, i critisize about them but i respect their wishes. I just hope peng yong would realise he still has friends in secondary school who still care for him.
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
I really didnt nid to see infection. As if my mind wasnt filled with stuff. Mind you not green or Red stuff...just stuff. infection seriously needed more scares than that, it looked as though it deliberately wanted to scare us. Take this as an example: Nurse looks in a mirror with crazed old woman and suddenly sees a hand reach out to her shoulder. When she turns around, she sees the head nurse...like DUH!
Afterwards there doesnt seem to b any explanation to why the hand-reaching-out-thingy-scene was supposed to b scary. Howeva i muz give kudos to the gross factor and the wrenching factor. Nurse with inferior complex stabbing herself with needles is not my idea of fun. Neither is Pale doctor with a stupid excuse to researching a dreadful disease. All of them there seems like they have a seizure in the common sense part of their brain.
The Japanese really do have bad acting skills. Too dramatized.
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Monday, April 25, 2005
Its her birthday on friday...and i forgot it. Im such an idiot, i keep on forgetting her birthday. my mind is depressed with such guilt. i keep on giving excuses...
Im still thinking about giving her that Mashimaro giant plush we saw together at McDonalds two years ago. I know her heart is with another guy, but mayb i can just make her happy, no matter what.

Hmm...i wonder how she treats me as? A friend? An annoying friend?
I can predict in the end sum1 will slap me in the face with reality that no matter what i do, i cannot force anybody. But, i will not stop trying
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
Well, at last they found that SOAB and hopefully they captured him and skewer his godforsaken hole with cucumbers[for reference, see previous blog entry:)]

I finally got to play DDR again, though only once, at least i got to play it. My idol was b4 me, and i had to say he lives up to his title. Playin two Maxes in a row needed serious stamina. I have to find a way to contact him.
I bought new bands for colour combo. Black orange and blue. But they're too big. I shud give them to Dalziel. Mayb nxt time i shud get brown instead.

Im learning to draw and incite Runic charms. I actually have access to a death spell, but of course i wouldnt dare to use it. Well, wait till i master it at a respectable level. Chow~!
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Friday, April 22, 2005
Well, another day of boredom for me. Had a haircut though, it was NOT going well. The hairstylist had a bad case of armpit odour and she had a striking resemblance to RuHua of that taiwanese show.*Shudders*

Well, this is quite a nice font here. Mayb i shud use it more often, i didnt like the previous font.

I was thinking about chaging my hair colour but im afraid it might worsen my hair condition. Being so dry, im scared it might just fall off altogether one day.*shudders*
I DLed Robin Witch Hunter OST. HURRAY~!
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
I hate it when ppl say "oh, its my fate these things happen" or "its fate you are like that" It becomes imperative that you automatically blame fate you end up like who you are today! Not only it is unfair to Fate, it is unfair to those around you who want to make ammendment or to seek for forgiveness. Instead you give them the most intellectually insulting answer of "oh, its fate, i cant change it"

Well, NEWS FLASH! You can change fate and no one can stop you. Not Your friends, not your parents and yes, not even Fate! So give Fate a break and reflect about the next time you want blame her again.

Phew, now that's put away, i'd like to focus on me. These past few dayz have been quite tiresome. Going around hospitals, institutions, suntec city. Well, i finally gt a course and its in the place i least expect.[well that's what my mindset was 4months ago]NYP. Good place, but i don't really feel a sense of spirit in there, unlike NP. Call it favoritism, NP has a building spirit which i can immediately feel while walking through the hallwayz. And no, i dont blame fate.
All is not lost, at least i can b close to Suyi, mayb.haha
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Things have been such a drag lately, there is absolutely nthg to do around the house. Luckily i bought two new PS2 discs to play with. Though one of them is disgustingly cliche-ish.

Hohoho~~~just bought my bands!!! Green, Yellow and Red, Colours of the Rastafarian. I hope to get more colour-combos soon.

Ever since i finished watching Robin Witch Hunter[i highly recommend!], Im really into these norse runes and Celtic runes. I will update more if any1 wants to hv their fortune read.
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
Its a new beginning for me. A good thing to do, perhaps. Destroying all bad things of the past and looking forward on. Though i wud not forget ppl like mira, atikah, siti, nurmani, Lyn, Hyrani, Enting and Arafah as the Soul Sistas. For Choir, there will alwiz b evon, ivy, shyming, meijuan, peishan, andrew, patrick, pengyong, Alif, Dalziel, Weilung...well there are still more but i kinda forgt. And oso not to forget the QOY, Death bunny. The Origami grp...haha still missed the idea of being a leader of sumthg at least once.

Everybody! Brace the future but dun forget your roots!
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
Yeps...today sucked. Really sucked.
This morning i went to JP, usually to play DDR, or rather exercising. Yeps, i oso asked Ridz to come along too. And i waited...and waited...and waited. Well, he didnt come. Nvr blamed him though, didnt confirmed the meeting the night b4. Well, he SMSed me saying he couldnt make it...wah liao make me wait there so long. Just as i was about to leave, these gangsters approached me. I was thinking: "I.M.IN.DEEP.SHIT"

Yes, and what i anticipated happened. They extorted from me and punched me. The usual stuff. Then i hurried to call 999.

Out from all this, i actually pity them. Its kinda pathetic they hv to resort to this. Though i seriously wan to skewer them and place their shiny butts on the top of scorching sun with cucumbers in their godforsaken holes, i believed they were misled to worship such violence as a sign of recognition and manhood.
P.S. to the man above: let me forgive them.
"makes me that much stronger........thanks for making me a fighter" Lyrics from Christina Aguilera FIGHTER
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
What a difference a day makes...
24hours...
Today me and the usual crew went to the bowling alley near JSS...the one in the U.L.U. place. They certainly need to put DDR there, if not for my sake, for the sake of humanity...*coughcough*
I met Ridz there too, purposely went there besides the fact there was a lot of other alleys elsewhere. Patirck owned the alley with 115points, while me and Deyan barely scratched the 50s. Ridz was kinda sweet. He changed my name to Matsuri[and we know how embarrassing that could b] and gave me an Xtra chance at the last round.
After that we went to the arcade[uhh...i dun think its qualified to b one], had fun with the Beatmania...i actually saw DJ naguero in it. Not surprised though, it IS, after all Konami. It was after that when things start to get ugly between me and Ridz. Sumhow he's pissed at me not hving enuff courage, i wud b too if i were him. Nah...dont really wanna tok abt it.
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Monday, April 11, 2005
Haiz~ Seems like the gals arent really together anymore. No one seems to hv the time/the interest to go out with each other anymore...it's...kinda pathetic

It isnt about the money, neither it is abt the ties, they just don't hv any time. And i'm not talking about the soul sistas alone. Even Pat, Drew and esp. peng yong dun hv the time for me, even for themselves. its probably the music, but i feel so drifted...Well at least ika and mira still hv Da connection.

As for "him", well, i took the hint that he didnt wanna b frens. After those unreplied PMs, i felt like a fool. I'd said "screw it." It's so hard to make frens wif ppl...heck nxt time i'll leave it to fate to decide who my frens are.

Hey im giving a shout-out to all my sec4 frens. Pls dun forget me, or the memories in yucky school we used to call "our 2nd home".....Uhh....i making myself puke. In a more serious note, i dun wanna lose contact so quikly, beta even if we dun lose it at all. This bond of friendship between the graduating classes of 2004 is more than jus friendship. It is tesified by fate.
Quote from JOJO's 'weak': "i get so weak in my knees i can hardly speak...cant explain y your love makes me weak..."
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
Today has been a really fruitful one. We finally established the first choir meeting! Wohoo~~!!! Kudos to Meijuan who organized this meeting. Would really like every1 from the original choir to b back, but i guess to sum ppl the faith isnt there anymore.
I now finally realise DDR isnt that of a fad anymore. Its more like a performance everytime sumbody plays, whether its on light or heavy[which im ever so proud to b in], they still find it fascinating. Simpletons.

Chao for now...
"I came to have a party, open up the barcadi, feelin so hot tamali........"
From the new single by Mariah Carey "It's like that"
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Friday, April 08, 2005
Wow its my second post oredi. Time passes........NOT!

So boring staring at the Com screen everyday waiting for my reappealing results. Got the approval from NYP today, though i dont really want to be in it. Just appeal it cuz prepare for the possible outcome of not gettin into any of my fav courses...sad......realli sad

Guess wad? Samara is in TOWN! Its oso a gd chance for the soul sistas to b back again for another fright-fest. Myra, ika, jas....the usual. Ah...those were the dayz....:) Just saw Eye10 a few dayz ago with fiona, lay hoon and Da twins. Wasnt really scary, more of FUNNY! Oh gosh it was really tickling. I hv to admit its kinda cheesy...though obviously its a chinese horror movie, its BOUND to be cheesy.

Today the guys hang out at my hse for awhile. We played a little too much of survival horror games and boy, did we see multiple pants-wetting! Deyan was practically hidden under the covers...cant blame him though, Kuon was freakinly scary...
Quote: "My blood! My blood! What fun! What fun!"

Stay tuned for this year's firght fest month: ~~April~~BOO!
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Hi!!! This is my first blog...well, not exactly. Have another one at friendster but i will be focusing more on this one. Since everybody has a blog, why shouldn't i?

Still, waiting for my Olvls reappeal results. So sad...couldnt get in any of my courses. Now appealing for NP.
Hooray! i just bought Mariah's new album. Heard some of the tracks, the usual screaming stuff but there's difinitely a change in her overall genre. Mariah fans should not miss this exciting album with collaborations with Snoop Dog and Nelly.

It's like that y'all, that y'all, that A A that, it's like that y'all.
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